so...

Well, this is it. (and don't ask why I'm writing in english, I really don't know.. it just sounds better that way? No really, it's 'cause I honestly think in english almost all the time)

Today I decided to pick up my music again. I even went and got my base out of the closet and next week I'm getting my keyboard from my mom. I've already decided to get the new edition of Cubase and I can't wait! (Just hoping I won't have to buy a new computer too.. but with my luck..) any way, I'm really going to stop doubting myself and just do it for once in my life. I'm good. I really am. And I really can't just sit around moping when I don't have class (which I never seem to have, what's really up with the schools budget??). It's time to start my new life and hopefully a life with music.

Btw, I guess I never really told you how the meeting with the hospital went two weeks ago. Well, we're doing our research there, it's going to be something about leadership and motivation. We'll see. But it'll be good 'cause I'm good at school. Yes!

Now I've just cleaned up the mess I've been living in the last few days and tomorrow I'm going to get my butt to the gym. It's great when I finally get there but it's hard to make it out of bed. But hopefully tomorrow the sun will get me up. It should hit my bedroom window at about 9 if not sooner. That's great!

The only two things I really have a crush on right now is my base and my cat (Maja) when she doesn't eat my cake.